whew.. finally back home!! came back super late today cos i waited with gc for wendy. actually i for the 1st time wasn't waiting for hl cos i have this idea that comes true most of the time that hl will have some other frens to keep her company and that she will take 31 which always comes first and leave me even though i wait for her... but thats not wad i'm blogging about today... lol... so frustrating... for some reasons i prefer to keep to myself i feel really down... and that reason is not one to be proud of and i feel really bad... but the sadness is greater... i dunno... sometimes i just feel like breaking down in class and that almost happened a few times... the stress from sch isnt helping much either... i feel like an idiot... i noe that jesus loves me but its just so difficult at times... haix... nvm... i really shouldnt be doing this.... hahax... TO HUI LUN : Glad that your father is back! Hopefully you'll be treated better!