yesterday can be counted as one of THE worst days of my life... even now i'm like typing this in secret cos i'm scared my mom will be able to read this and that will suck... i'm still trying to get over the shock of yesterday...

1. got a terrible grade for lit
2. flunked hist for the FIRST time in my pathetic life
3. my best fren wasn't there when i needed her the most
4. i realized that she's never around when i need her...

haix... i hope i can forgive and forget... its terrible though... all the times i've been there for her.... and she has almost nvr been there for me... oh well... maybe its my fault hor... cos im not very vocal about my probs... im one of those ppl who prefer to suffer in silence... oh ya... something about me... NVR let me have something to hold against you! i got a great memory so even after 10+ years... i will still remember and one day when i can't take it anymore, i will explode and zao fan... hahax... weird rite! haix nvm... anyway hui lun(moi fren) always says that i'm stupid... terrible girl....