dunno y am i feeling this way... feel so cold and empty inside like there's a deep sadness... and i'm confused because of it... y do i feel so bitter about doing that? is there like something wrong with me? stuff like that can be shared with all people... i gave advice on it yet i can't bring myself to follow my advice... however this is a diff case... this time i was still using it while in my fren's case she was done with it... i feel soooooooooooo bad for being disgruntled with ??? and yet i cant stop myself... i wan t to share yet my heart feels so sad about it... like there is a missing peace... i still did it although my heart now aches.... i think there i have a serious attitude prob... another matter that has made me feel out of sorts is about a certain outing... i dun wanna meet ?? and yet i must... i'm scared ?? will start all that crap and yet ????? says that ????? will let me go to ??????...................... severe confusion....... i hate my stupid heart twisting like that... dam it... oh ya... my current song wich i changed like 5 mins ago can be called as the theme song of my current relationship with ??... haha.... i can type out the words here and yet if u ask me to say it out i cant... wad a nice feel yeah? gtg now.... may have another update later... i think... i hope... i wish....