i am so sick of my mother... its like everytime she talks to me i feel so condemed... maybe its cos i'm too sensitive or wadeva but i dunno y... every statement she makes cuts... ok i'm exaggerating.. not every.. but some... yesterday was already bad enough... i know she cares for me but.... i dunno.... confused right now... its like everything i do pisses her off... everytime she looks at me i know what she would say... "aiyo ur face arh... how come like that etc etc.." then today in the car i called her for dunno wad reason.. and i got scolded... the contents of the scolding i am currently trying my best to forget so i shadnt write about it...nowadays i like dread seeing her... and i feel so guilty for thinking like that... hai... lord i really really really need u now........