today had to go for this 'leaders' only choir... so sian la.... at least the front part was... but then again... i'm not exactly v active today.... hehex... so yadayadayada..... then something really pissed me off.... well not exactly la actually i'm also at fault but HEY i'm a TEEN i have a RIGHT to be emotional and blame the world or something... hahax... lol... after choir zoe, simin and i went for chinky's bs... lol... reluctance in voice... haha... so chinky and i ended up having a.... discussion regarding the bible and all.... i dun really wanna tok abt it... i noe how to like so called fight back but i dun have the resources... in this case that abundant knowledge of the bible... it's like u wanna say smthing but u dunno how.... like u have the ans just that u dunno how to say it out... yar... so end up i so called retreated.... therefore i must increae my knowledge of the bible so i can be victorious... lol... its not that i disrespect chinky... its just that i dun really agree wif wad he says at times.... cos of those bs he holds wich i unwittingly attend... i get pretty jumbled up in my beliefs... so its quite confusing... his msges really scare me at times la... so i'm just not sure.... then he had the audacity to say that my church's viewpoint or something like that is extreme.... i mean wadthe..... did I say anything abt his church?! BLOODY HELL NO!!! WHAT A ( censored ) insult..... sheesh.... then when we were "debating" he like just said... u're frm ncc rite? when i was yar... it was suddenly as if he was enlightened or something... what a ( censored ) reaction.... this is the 1ST time i have like experienced this... so i darn right have the authority to get pissed... and after that he still had the guts to say i hope i can help u all to better interpret the bible or something.... something like that.... not my fault.... short term memory then he somemore say that hillsong may misintepret the bible wrongly and wadeva and that the songs may be shallow..... DAM IT LA!!!! HOW COULD HE PUT DOWN HILLSONG!!!!! but i also noe that while the songs and everything TOTALLY ROX JESUS is the one i should be looking at.... but the word are now stuck in my brain or at least their meaning..... gimme sometime to calm down then i will talk to u chinky...

anyway.... thanks ZOE for the prezzie and for accompanying me to 7-11... =D LOVE YA!!!

EJ CAMP IN 4 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!