This is like super angsty... lol... feel better after release... may post some of the stuff i've written... like songs and poems... havent decided if this is a song or poem... lol...

y do i cry, y do i tear
y do i even bother abt u
y do i scream, y do i fear
y do i even listen to u
dyin inside, hurting in silence
broken hearts, damned memories
do u even noe abt, the tears shed b'cos of u
do u even care for my say
release me frm this terror
release me frm this pain
wad do u gain seeing me broken up
wad's ur prob, wad is mine
i cant stand u near
let go, give up
cos i'll nvr return
y cant u just, let me go
im not ur play toy, im me not u
y have i borne wif u till now
is this some kind of retribution
juz wad went wrng between me n u
let me go, let me free
i need to fly, not crawl
the pain just comes, everytime i think of u
just leave me alone
pretend tt i dun exist anymore
y do u still hold on
let me leave this prison
let me go, frm the pain
frm ur hold, let me be free...