yayness!! finally managed to put up songs on moi blog... lol... anyway, im gonna put up song lyrics for each of the songs... lol... see how la... maybe will maybe wont... lol... here's the lyrics for
My will wich is a inuyasha soundtrack...

My Will

sotto mezameru
hakanai omoi zutto
donna toki demo negau yo
anata ni todoku you ni to...

ato sukoshi to yuu kyori ga fumidasenakute
itsumo me no mae wa tozasarete-ita no
aitai aenai hibi wo kasaneru tabi ni
tsuyoi tokimeki wa setsunasa ni naru yo

moshimo eien to yuu mono ga aru nara
toomawari shite demo shinjite mitai
bukiyou dakara KIZUtsuku koto mo aru to
wakatte mo tomaranai mou dare ni mo makenai

anata no koto wo omou
sore dake de namida ga
ima afuredashite kuru yo
hakanai omoi zutto
donna toki demo negau yo
anata ni todoku you ni to...

tsuyogaru koto dake shiri-sugite-ita watashi
dakedo ano toki kara mayoi wa kieta yo

misetai to omou mono ga kitto atte
kikasetai kotoba mo takusan aru
egao nakigao mo zenbu mite hoshikute
matte-iru watashi wa yamete
CHANSU wo tsukamu yo

anata no koto wo omou
sore dake de kokoro ga
tsuyoku nareru ki ga suru yo
hakanai omoi zutto
donna toki demo negau yo
anata ni todoku you ni to...

anata no koto wo omou
sore dake de namida ga
ima afuredashite kuru yo
tookute koe ga todokanai dakedo itsuka wa
kanarazu todoku you ni
shinjite la la la la la la...
shinjite la la la la la la...
shinjite la la la la la la...

This is the romanji version... eng version below ^^

My Will - English

Quietly awakening...
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...

Unable to move forward across just a little more distance
The way I see before me is always blocked
Every time the days I want to see you but can't pile up,
My strong heartbeat turns into heartbreak.

If there is such a thing as eternity,
I want to believe, even if I have to take the long way.
Although I know that I've been hurt before because I'm clumsy
I won't stop; I won't give in to anyone.

I think of you
and that alone is enough
to make the tears start to flow now
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...

I've known all too well about pretending to be strong.
But since then, my doubts have vanished.

There's definitely things I want to show you
And so many words I want to hear
I want to see all sides of you, when you laugh and cry
So I'll stop waiting
and seize my chance.

I think of you,
and I feel like that alone is enough
to make my heart grow stronger.
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...

I think of you
and that alone is enough
to make the tears start to flow now
My distant voice can't reach you now, but so that someday
it definitely will...
Believe. la la la la la la...
Believe. la la la la la la...
Believe. la la la la la la...

yup yup.... that's the english translation of My Will... Inuyasha is an absolutely amazing; awesome; magnifique; etc etc anime... yes im stating to rant abt how awesome inuyasha is... XD hahax.... ^^ nite nite! ^^

yayness!!! hols are here!!!! but then got so much hw and choir practices that its like almost as if there is still sch going on as per norm... lol... sian... arts nite is on 29 and 30 june.... we (the choir ^^) are gonna be singin our 3 syf pieces... so practices now are just cleaning up and toning and stuff.... lol... anyway... moi results are like super bad... hai.... but thank god... i oni fail 1 sub... phew... my overall grades are...

eng - a2
chi - c5 *amazing... i couldnt believe it...*
com humans - c5
e math - b3 *hai... 0.2 marks more can get a2 le....*
a math - c6 *heng sia... thank god for my previous good grade.... phew...*
bio - b4
chem - b3
phy - d7 *hai.... 0.4 marks more can pass liao...*

so ya.... i flunked physics.... thats so sucky lor.... was so close.... hai.... cant do anything abt it now... *sobs* lol... so now gonna jia you and i will pass phy somehow someway! mua hahahahaha... lol... sry... being super lame.... lol...

sian.... tmr is geog and a math but i dun wanna study.... haix.... no choice nya.... sian.... yawns....

today was the eng exam.... sian lor... lol... anyway, apparantly i became super philosophical for compo sec 1... haix.... according to zoe, i was possessed by a philosopher while writing the 1st para of my sec1 compo.... there are like 5 ques...

1. an unpopular person
2. wad do u imagine schs will be like 10 yrs frm now
3. write abt an occasion wen u were able to overcome ur innermost fear
4. time
5. comps are more abused than used. do u agree?

i chose ques 3... reason being...

• 1 - wanted to do this ques at 1st... even had the entire story plan in head... then the philosopher took over and so i decided to do 3... actuallly i also had a philosophy phrase for ques 1... prob is... i cant remember it now XD
• 2 - was quite interested in this but then i saw no.3...
• 3 - yup inner philosopher came out....
• 4 - had a pretty vague storyline for this but then madonna 's hung up came into my head... 'time goes by... so slowly time goes by so slowly' i hate that song *no offence to ppl who like it* so decided against ques 4...
• 5 - well.... self critisism is good and all but wadeva... like i myself am a *abuser* of the comp so i dun tink writing this would be.... interesting.... besides... im going against my conscience! lol...

ok.... so basically my 1st para for the compo was like.... woah.... i have nvr in my entire life written smthing like that.... oh man!! where is the not so normal but at least non-philosophical olivia?!?!

my 1st para... according to wad i remember at least XD was something like this...

Fear. Something so simple and yet so deadly. Many people have fallen and many things lost all because of 1 emotion. Fear. Fear of lost, fear of failure, fear of heights even. These are just some of the many fears in society and the list lengthens daily. Fear can make one shake at the knees
and tremble in apprehension but what power there is when it is overcome. This is the story of
how i overcame my fear of fire, not by willpower alone but by something more ironic. Another fear.

pretty stupid rite.... lol...

im supposed to be studying rite now but wad the heck... so bored... have been staring at my bio file for like... forever... lol... sianz.... going on to geog le... should be more....... i dunno.... new? lol.... yawnz... really wanna go slp but gotta study... dam exams.... they suck so bad... hai.... yawn.....

Gc - updated ler... lol...
Sandra - lol... now its black.... hahax ^^
Huiyu - LINKED!
wendiie - updated...
denise - awww.... hahax.... lol.... will come soon
lovebound - why yes my dear fren yes i haf forgotten so there! hahax
wendiie - yes wendy a thousand yrs have passed ler... X)
lovebound - All the best!!

ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR

EXAMS!!!

GAMBATTE!!!

JIA YOU!

ADD OIL! ^^

HELLO I AM BACK!! hahax... yes i realixed it has been forever since i last posted... XD... pretty ironic how im posting just a few days to the exams nya? hahax... haix... so much has happened the last few weeks/months... i dont really wanna 'relive' all that so im not gonna do any posts on those events... lol... anyway... ppl like zoe and hl would have done posts on the events so mine are unnecessary... lol... anyway... have changed my skin... new skin new beginnings.... lol... wad has happed to the not-so-philosophical olivia.... hahax... and oh yeah.... Sadism is the way to live! ^^