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OLIVIA-NESS
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Thursday, August 09, 2007

i feel so suffocated...
why do people seek to control something that shouldn't be controlled?
why do they use such domineering ways?
when has what i do been turned into another's?
what is happening to my world?
i acknowledge the need for a guardian
but this is taking it too far
the grasp of another is suffocating
and not just one but 3
and yet another is unseen
i did not deserve censure
yet one after another all have turned
a want to be loved has turned into closure
isolated im at my prime
and yet the hunger for acknowledgment is overwhelming
no matter how many times
the whip has fallen
still i return
resentment was meant for another
slowly the fear turns to hate
wanting love but finding censure
what will await my state
fate wants to play with me
but my destiny is mine
desiring freedom but locked in chains
one day sweet freedom will be mine
one day
somehow
someway

11:39 PM