ever felt sad for no particular reason? well... that's how i feel now... i feel stupid too... and empty... and a wish to cry but tears cant form... wad the b****y hell is wrong wif me?? Im too young for an emotional crisis! cant that wait until im like 30 or so?

Just feel like the thrill of life has passed... everything is so mundane... the electricity of life are at such a low volt that i cant feel it anymore... and dam its irritating...

and there's gonna be tuition soon... i detest that as well... the teacher just makes me feel like a total retard... maybe i am one afterall...